I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn’t know you had inside you. And it doesn’t matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends… you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he’ll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you’ll go somewhere new. And you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade. -The Holiday
Because I’m lazy, I continue to order things off of Amazon as opposed to looking for them in stores. So I ordered a movie today and they said to expect it between the 6th and the 22nd. DO YOU WANT TO FIGHT, AMAZON? That’s almost a month and if I know you fucking assholes it will take til the back end of that estimate to arrive. Stop hurting my soul. I’m too pretty to cry over a 90s movie staring Kirsten Dunst.
Also? Epcot. You all can take me anytime that would be great kthanksbye.
I just made dinner for the boys so I’m going to crawl over to the couch and watch Pirates of the Caribbean and read and possibly turn in for the night. I’m sorry I’ve been neglecting you guys, some stuff is going down but I assure you it’s nothing this ole gal can’t handle.
And for those who will panic (ahem, thinnerthoughts) it’s nothing more from what you don’t already know :)
CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW TIME. Quickly! Someone plan our Disney trip!
(And don’t forget the meetup Jan 9th. Let me tell you if I’m sitting there alone I will CRY)
It’s pretty embarrassing when you knock over a whole thing of lipstick at CVS. Unrelated: Picking up “cookies” and going oh these look super good, and having the drug store manager alert you they are dog treats…